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◀ Tuesday, February 26, 2008

my head is spinning.

okay it isn't. but it should be.

i AM incredibly tired though. and it's not about being physically tired. not even a good eight hours of sleep per night can help. (i should know, i think i've been sleeping almost twelve hours a day) i'm just so emotionally drained. my heart is aching and that feeling hasn't left me for weeks. these past two months have been killing. school, obviously. and not to mention the relationship rollercoaster i've been on. not even the short trip to australia was able to tear me away from everything.

all i really need now is a good break. to forget about school, if just for two months. to lock myself up in my house and lose all contact with the outside world. to not do anything. for once. and to not think.

i will not fucking think.

because thoughts can ruin you.

also, yes, shut up. if you only knew half the thoughts circling my head. but you don't. and that's a good thing. so shut up. don't, don't say anything.

if i don't talk to any of you, you know what's up. i'm fine, i will be fine, thanks for your concern. because, well, since when have i never been alright? hawhaw irony. but yea, because talking it out with you, with ANYONE, would totally make things peachy again, right? shit. no matter what they (who the hell are they anyway) say, talking it out never fucking helps. if anything, it just complicates matters.

i'm done. here. and with everyone (okay except for a few friends who really care. i know who you are, you know who you are).

disabled comments. i don't want to read comments on how "emo" i am being with this entry. yea i get the point. i'm so fucking "emo", doesn't it hurt your eyes reading about my depressing life and exaggerated problems? did you lose a few braincells from dealing with such "emo"-ness? i hope so.

go stab yourselves in the knee.