◀ Saturday, March 29, 2008
I haven't slept for 36 hours, cried for about two hours in the evening, and didn't consume anything today at all except for two tall cafe lattes at Starbucks (in the morning and just now. Coffee makes me drowsy, by the way). I should be incredibly tired. I kind of am. But I can't just bring myself to sleep.
(And I should really stop listening to Remembering Sunday.)
Believe it or not, kid, I miss you already. It hurt when you said you're (were?) unsure whether or not to believe my words; You questioning if I meant half the things I said. I'm sorry you feel that way, but I guess I don't blame you. And, I kinda didn't want to let go of the hug. (When I say 'kinda', I mean 'really'.)
Please stop ignoring me, you know I hate it when you do that.