◀ Sunday, March 28, 2010
it's so weird. with the people i thought i'd have the most control around, i totally let loose. yet i'm in much more control when i'm with people i thought i wouldn't have control around. does this make sense. maybe i'm losing (self) control. i've typed the word 'control' here too many times, now it looks so weird.
"andy, the doctors prescribed me the pills. but i know i'm not crazy, i just lost my will. so why am i, why am i taking them still?"