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◀ Wednesday, October 20, 2010

The truth is, I've stopped blogging months ago. But I thought I'd start again, since I'm now (so-called) entering into a new phase in life and I want to put it out there, so that one day I can read through them and (hopefully) remember how all of this feels like. Because right now, I never want to forget this feeling.

As I was reading through my old livejournal entries under the really old username gollytracy, I realized that 50% of those were referring to Linus. Stuff no one else knows about, stuff like how I regret letting him go etc etc etc. And I recognize how lucky I am, how lucky WE are, to be given another shot at this relationship... close to three years later.

Now, I honestly believe that this is how it was always meant to be. I may only have realized this months... YEARS late, but I'm glad we're right back on track. The past few weeks with him has been nothing short of awesome and this time, I can truly say that I want this to last for good.

Also, last night was mind-blowing. I've never felt this way before.

I'll be back here soon.