Twenty Oh Ten ◀ Friday, December 31, 2010
I know I hardly blog here anymore and no one except me can access this, but since the year is ending, I might as well do the traditional (except not really) end of the year post. 2010 was interesting. 2010 was good. 2010 was full of ups and downs. I could go on with the "2010 was"s but I shouldn't.
I started off this year boyfriend-less and pretty much aimless in life. I am ending this year with a boyfriend (the love of my life, no less) but still, pretty much aimless in life. Except that I know I want to spend the rest of my life with Linus and only Linus. Who knew that when this year started out, I would end up getting back together with my ex-boyfriend, my first love? I couldn't be more glad. I know Linus and I have had a lot of misunderstandings and quarrels (especially recently) but I know this is it. We're set for life.
This is what I wrote to him for the end of 2007 entry:
"Thanks so much. For pretty much existing in my life. We may have only gotten together a little more than a month earlier, but it has been awesome so far and I've never regretted it. I love hanging out with you, albeit the fact we're boring people. I guess it's just your presence, and that makes me more than happy. You don't know this (but after reading this, you will), but sometimes, when we are walking together, I slow down and admire you from the back and smile to myself. And think about how lucky I am. You're right, fuck cliches. Because when I'm with you, it's all worth it. You're worth it. Thanks, kid. I can't wait to spend 08 with you. I love you."
We may not have spent 2008 together in the end, but I'm very sure that 2011 will be different :)
Happy New Year (in advance). I believe that 2011 will be a good one.
True fucking love,
Trace