◀ Friday, June 03, 2011
Isn't it ironic how everytime I start to think that maybe this is
it, that Linus and I are finally maturing and settling down into a MATURE AND UNDERSTANDING relationship, that I find out something that totally fucks us up? Like him cheating on me? Again? For the third time?
I should have known. He was acting weird for the past few weeks. I guess it had to come up sometime. It just sucks that I had to find out when I was on shoot with him and the rest of my crew (not to mention, other colleagues). It was so fucking hard to hold it all in. It still is, and it hurts so fucking bad.
"I swear that I can go on forever again. Please let me know that my one bad day will end. I will go down as your lover, as friend. Give me your lips and with one kiss, we'll begin."
How now laaaaah. Never felt so betrayed in my life. The first time was bad enough man. This is just, so so so so disappointing.
"And if you will, keep me from waking to believe this."
Help me.
Sad face x 10000000.