I love that you care for me, and I know that you're starting to become protective of me. I love it when you offer your hand for me to hold. I love hugging your skinny body from behind when you smoke so I don't breathe in any of your secondhand smoke. I love how you never fail to rest your head on my shoulders whenever you have the chance to. I love your scruff, it just makes you so much hotter (not that you can get any hotter, seriously). I love your short shorts and how good you look in anything. I love it when you rest your head on my chest and how I'll just play with your hair. I know it's so superficial but I really love your body - like you have the best body out of any guy I've ever been with (yes, even Z). It's ridiculous how much I always wanna hug you. I love how different we are. We run in totally different circles and I think the only thing that's binding us together is how exciting and new this is. I love how the most random things you say can seem like the funniest thing ever to me. I honestly think that if this continues, you can bring me out of my comfort zone and everything I've ever known. I'm already starting to be more of myself around you, and yet you're still here.

It's hard to believe that we've only known each other for, well, the amount of time that we do. I could have easily brushed you off when you approached me, but I didn't. And I'm glad I didn't. I'm glad you're still here.

I know that we'll never last, this whole "friendship" or whatever you wanna call it. But for now, you make me happy :) you keep my mind off everything and everyone else. And that's all that matters right? Being happy. We're nothing more than two lost souls living in the moment. Miss you every time I'm not with you.