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◀ Thursday, December 05, 2013

It's not that I don't recognize how fucked up I've become over the past four months. And I think I'm finally going to stop my nonsense. Stop sinking further into self-destruction. I'm ending 2013 without any boys, even if that hasn't been the case for the past six months.

I'll be just fine (pretending I'm not).

I think if I let go of everything and everyone now, God will place someone worthwhile in my life. I'm hoping he will. I just want to feel again.