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◀ Monday, June 08, 2015

It's been more than a year. I read the last entry I posted on this blog and laughed at how much I didn't even try to change my life back then. I read the previous few entries and laughed even harder at how much faith I had in myself. Because I really fucked the following few months up. How I managed to screw up so badly and spiral all the way down? I have no clue. I have no clue how I allowed myself to let so much go, how little pride and dignity I had left. Looking back, I wish I could change about 90% of it but in a way - it really opened my eyes to what I wanted and didn't want in my life. And what did I end up with? I ended up with what I wanted - what I needed.